I nearly encountered a silent killer yesterday! What do I mean? Well, I eaten a packet of Thai's instant noodles for lunch yesterday. That's the only one I got myself throughout the whole month. You know why I always discourage you to take instant noodle? Well, that's because it would be a silent killer to your health! I read about this article through the e-mail I received from a friend of mine, article about the worse of having instant noodle before a nap, that if you are not lucky enough, it will eventually kill you of dehydrating!
    So, I ate the instant noodle at around 2 something, after my lab duty. After that, I had some revision on Japanese, for about one hour of revision. And then, I felt so sleepy that I went to sleep. Well, guess it's some side effect of eating instant noodles-makes us sleepy enough. And I slept after one hour of consuming the instant noodles, it could be a silent killer for me too, if I wasn't lucky enough! Guess I can make a conclusion: Instant noodle = sleepy + unproductive! That's why I don't like INSTANT NOODLE THAT MUCH!

    Had finished reading "You don't know me" by David Klass. www.buildingrainbows.com/bookreview/reviewid/25045 At the end of this story, I kinda sobbed a bit. It's a nice book to read at, plus the hilarious part which would make you laugh out. The writing skills of David Klass is quite impressive, especially with the is-or-not type of writing style. If you are the one who are aware of the child abuse that happens around us, this book is definitely a choice of reading. 
    That's all for today. Should start my revision on Japanese and Hospitality and Tourism Law now, though I still have another book awaits for me to read it. OMG! The more I wandering at the fifth floor of the library, the more books I will borrow from it. Maa, if I have the time, I should take my time for more reading in future, probably starting from next semester, as I wouldn't have any distraction of personal computer and laptop in my room! LOL! I just discovered that there are lots of interesting story books and novels in the library!
    Oh ya, here's a meaningful yet familiar quote in this book:
"It's doesn't matter how people look at you-what's important is how you look at yourself." - quote from Mr. Hayes, a character in the story of "You don't know me" by David Klass.

    Just finished my second paper- Front Office Management! AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Fly through the sky* And awful, my hand pains right now! Although I didn't manage to answer well in the last question, as I had wasted my time doing the explanation of the previous question, it was still considered as so-far-so-good. Of course, yesterday's paper- Food and Beverage was much more easier, just forgot some of the facts of Alfredo sauce and Pesto sauce, and some minor questions. 
    Still have two paper straight until 22/04/2009. And I haven't finished reading the Basic Entrepreneurship yet! Still have another 3 chapters to cover, before I can proceed to the past year questions! Luckily it will be held at 4pm tomorrow. The day after that, would have Food and Beverage Cost Control await for me. And this is the first time I wish there will be a full calculation in the question paper! Yeah, because that's a simple math, and simple math is definitely suit me better. ^^
    Hmmm... I have been way easy-going in this examination. While revising, I can still have some time to read the story book that I had borrowed from the library; and have time to do my morning exercise. ^^ Anyway, I would consider that as a short leisure time? I wouldn't be as my room mate, PL, who would study very hard throughout the day and night. She would study 24 hours if she is given 24 hours. The study-hard type of person, or should I say, memorizing-all-the-facts type of person. 
  ( Staying in my own circle... )    Better stop right now. Think I'll go back to my college at 6pm. Should finished the three chapters as soon as possible! Ganbatte!

    Went for my lunch with two friends of mine just now. Accidentally, I saw a poster, entitle "2009 JAL Scholarship Program" , posted in the bill board near the Student Affair Department. I was so happy to get to know that there's a scholarship offered by the JAL foundation, in which it would include the airfares, accommodation as well as the meals throughout the 17 days program. So I attempted to search for that website as soon as I finished my lunch.
     Anyway, luck doesn't follows me, as the date line for the essay submission had passed! T_T It strange that there's no dead line for the application stated in the website. However, as the essay submission is the prior requirement of the application, my chances of going to Japan had gone. *disappointed*
    Oh well, what to do, just have to be more aware of the scholarship on next year then. Luckily I still have another one and a half years of studying in the university. Awaits for another chance to go there! From the bright side, I can still brush up my command of Japanese in the meanwhile.
   

 

今朝、七じ十五分に起きました。そして、運動しました。ただ、十五分でしたが、よかったでしょう。此からも、もっとげんきな人がなりたい。今日から、私はもっと水をのみたいです。

午後、友達にあいました。友達は私に一つ事を話ました。かのじょはかれしと関係をおわりたいです。然し、彼女のこころからまだまだそんな事ができるよ。かのじょの顔をみましたから、彼女に問しました。『あなた、なきました、でしょう? 』この言葉でしたから、わたしに話ました。まあ、私はなにもできませんが、できる事、ただ、かのじょに『じゃ、あなたなりたい事なればいいよ。こころの声をききますよ。みらいで、もっといいおとこを出逢うもしれませんよ。』でも、彼達は、だれもいい人ですよ。友達は自由が欲しいです。そして、かれしに自由をあげたいですから、そんなことをできたいです。ざんねんですが、もしそんな事をなければ、友達はもっと楽しい人をなります、私がそんな事を支える。

今日はここです。

    Am still in Hatyai right now. We were left in the Lee Garden, Hatyai for free exploration ( well, to be more precisely, more suitable for the shopping lovers. ) Will be going back at 5pm later. Went to the Songkran Festival just now. Wow, it was really fun to be in the Songkran festival, whereby everyone, regardless of the age, ethnic groups or background, will throw the water to everyone! Er-hem, well, for those who wants to "molest" the faces of those pretty girls or handsome guys, I'd recommend you to participate in the Songkran Festival. Why? That's because everyone can "molest" everyone face with the powder that are sold in the festival! LOL!!!!! Together with Bee Kiet, Hao, and Pei Kian, we walked through the soapy walkway (full of bubbles of soapy water throughout the whole street), and had some unnoticed splash of cold ice water, using the BUCKET! LOL! But I just love the atmosphere of that festival, though I have to aware of the pick-pockets. Yeah, I had a great fun in the festival. Anyway, I think I did swallowed some soapy water. =_=''' Hopefully I won't get stomach ache later.
    Ok, I shall give further elaboration of my experience in the past two days.
    It was a tedious and hot day for us when we reached the border of Thailand, whereby we have to queue a long line, in the middle of hot sun! And the air was quite dirty, with all the buses and lorries in different line. Then we had our lunch at a chinese restaurant. We stayed in City Park Hotel with a lousy service of theirs, at the price of RM120 per night.  =_= We went to Carrefour nearby our hotel for free activities after check-in the hotel. Well, initially the Thai student whom join in the trip, wants to take us to the waterfall. But, because of one group of my friends (include 2 seniors, Hooi Ling  and her friend) wants to go to the Carrefour for shopping instead of waterfall, she canceled the plan! GOSH! That's why I don't really like to go in a group trip! Since too many cooks spoils the food, there will be a lot of opinions of going here and there. Eventually, it will become a fuss! Unless you are going with a group with the same interest, the trip will be very fun! WHY GIRLS LIKE SHOPPING THAT MUCH?! Untill now, I would say I don't understand at all! Well, at least I'm not like those who craves to shop. So, we went to Carrefour. It was hilarious when there's a alcoholic policy in Carrefour, whereby people are only allowed to buy alcoholic drinks at a specific time, 11am-2pm and 5pm-11pm! We were like OMG when we heard about this policy! But well, every country have its own uniqueness. Oh ya, forgot to say, you can hardly find any English words in Thailand! And guess what, there's none English book in the book shop of theirs. The only English book that I could find is the English dictionary! LOL! *sweat*
Later, we went to the floating market, and had a try on some authentic Thai food. ^^ I row a "sampan" with "Mabuk", Hooi Ling's friend, since we are the only girl and guy who have the interest to row the sampan. And it only cost us RM5.00 per round, per boat. Anyway, we were not really good to move forward, yet we were very good in going the same circle again and again. Anyway, we managed to move forward, after getting some lesson from the locals! ^^
At night, we went to the night market. It was a huge market, in which my friends (girls) fall in love with the things that were sold in the market! And I'm so impressed by their ability to wander shop by shop, hunting for the clothes and shoes! OMG! Frankly speaking, I was almost bored to death! OMG! That was the first day of my trip.
    On the next morning, we went to the museum in Songkla. It was a very beautiful place for sightseeing. Anyway, it was quite a waste as we don't have a lot of time to read the explanation one by one. Yeah, luckily there's explanation in English! We went to the Songkla Beach later, whereby we played the banana boat at the cost of RM25 per round! Luckily I managed to play it in the end, as AGAIN, they don't want to play. Errr..................somehow, I was quite frustrated with the attitude of want-and-don't-want-to-play of theirs! Maa, it's seems that I have the different and a bit unique interest compare to them. In the end, I played the banana boat with "Oh-ye" and Ah Wai, AGAIN, they were guys! Gee, girls are so.....*sweat* We went to the temple after getting a simple bath nearby the beach. It was quite a disrespectful towards the Gods when the locals capture our photos in the temple to gain some profit in that. yeah, at least to me, it's quite disrespectful when they captured the photos of us during the prayer, UNNOTICED! Anyway, I didn't have the chance to sightseeing the place, as I was praying at that moment. At night, we went to have a steamboat buffet at the cost of RM11! Anyway, I pledged to not having any buffet in the next six months! Sometime, I just hate buffet! You see, as it was that cheap, my friends took a lot of ingredients for the steamboat. And as we will be charged for every 100g of the food left untouched, and when there was a quite numbers of fish-balls and whatsoever left unfinished, my friends (group which I joined in) try their very best to cover the food. Bee Kiet and Pei Kian eventually covers the food by putting on a tissue, then pour some sweet sauces on top of the tissue, which made the food inedible. I was frustrated by that, that I eventually told them:" It's ok, I'll finish it off. Please don't do such a thing to the food." As I don't want to waste the food, they actually had made me to force myself to eat, indirectly, until I had a bad stomach ache, which I felt like I don't have much air to breath. I can finish off everything though. DAMN! THAT"S WHY I HATE BUFFET SOMEHOW! As we already paid for the buffet, people tend to take everything they can take in order to maximize the consumption of theirs. And they will try their best in stuffing everything in their stomach. And when they can't finish it, they will try their very best in covering all the food that left! Well, please look at those countries, whereby people don't have sufficient food to eat, perhaps you will be thankful for what you have right now. Sorry for can't finish that food though. ><
   That's all during the trip. Overall, it was indeed a nice experience being in a foreign country, though there's not much differences compared to Malaysia. Anyway, this is the first time I went to a foreign country. Should save enough money to buy myself a camera. Going out without a camera of my own is quite troubling when I have to borrow from my friend's to capture some photos. After I bought the camera, I shall make myself a collection of beautiful sky view! ^^

    I'm in Hatyai right now. Have been staying in City Park Hotel. Well, frankly speking, it's not a good accommodation to stay AT ALL! It's a hotel of say...WITHOUT ANY PROPER AMMENITIES! Yeah, there's no kettle, no water cooler machine, no 3 plug pin (even if there is, we are only allowed to borrow the 3 pin plug before 5pm and must return it to the department before 5pm). What a bad service of theirs?! And we paid RM120 a room per night? It's like WOW!
    Ok, cut down the crap now. I had a quite pleasant visit in these two days. Here's the flash back of what I had done throughout these two days:
First day:
-went to carrefour near our hotel
-row a "sampan" at the Floating Market
-ate some authentic Thai food
-went to the night market in Hatyai (WOW, that was huge!)
-had fun with my friends in our room

Second day:
-went to the muzium in Songkla
-went to the beach
-played the banana boat at the cost of only RM8.40 per person!

It's getting late now. Got to go back to the hotel now. Shall updated again when I go back to UUM.

    Just received an e-mail from my lecturer. Well, perhaps I had been worrying too much about that program for the Japanese group. The tone of his sounded a bit annoyed by the eagerness of mine. Yeah, as I didn't receive any response or reply from him, I send another e-mail to my lecturer, asking about the confirmation of their coming. Was it because of my statement that triggered the annoyance?
I wrote "Sir, is it possible for you to acknowledge me about their confirmation of coming before this semester ends? I'm looking forward to carry this program successfully. Sir's guidance on carrying this program are much appreciated. Thank you" He reply me by saying:"Not too worry so much. If they're coming, I'll definitely invite you and the rest to participate ok. So far, job well done and thank you very much for your hard-work." Perhaps I'm a bit sensitive, is he annoyed by my eagerness?
   ( Enthusiam+eagerness, somehow = annoyance to others... )
    Ahhh....I think I had been really nervous and too worried about the progress, which perhaps had annoyed my lecturer. Damn, why I'm so damn weak in interpersonal skills! Just afraid that the more it takes to get the response from them, the more it will abates my enthusiasm. *sigh* Should read more on the communication skills, though I never did. =_='''

P/S: I listened to Micheal Jackson's songs through 4shared just now. Hmmm...his songs are nice too listen too. Had been a long while since I last heard his songs, which were merely Bily Jeans, You are not alone and Smooth Criminal. The song "I need you" is quite nice. ^^

That's all. Will be going to Hatyai tomorrow morning. Hope it's a sunny day.   

    Thanks to that way way slow connection of the internet yesterday, I didn't get to post the entry which I had written yesterday. Stupid connection! Should have posted it directly to my journals, instead of undergone the spell check! And now I have to retype again. Anyway, these arre the thingy that happened on the day before yesterday, on Tuesday. 
    I went to POLIMAS (Politeknik Mua'mamzah Shah) in Jitra, Kedah on Tuesday morning, with the purpose of working in the banquet service. Wake up in the wee morning at around 5.45am (was asked to gather at 7am-thought 5.45am would be more or less enough for the preparation of my grooming) , I reached there by car at around 8 something in the morning. We started to work at around 10 something until 3 in the afternoon. I got RM35 for that banquet service.
    Later, we rushed back to UUM for another preparation of another function which will be held at night. We worked non-stop from 3pm till 10.30pm. It was indeed a tiring job, as we have none of the resting hours throughout the event. It was kinda hilarious with the food that we served to the students and also the VIPs. The management in-charged of the event-Grand Dinner of EON's Student Residential Hall, had requested chicken chop served in buffet style! Well, this was the first time we ever heard about serving Chicken Chop in buffet style, which indeed there's none! Perhaps it should be considered as a new version of Buffet Style? *thinks hard* LOL! As they want to save the labour cost, we only had 12 person to serve the 70 tables of students and VIPs, which made it 700 pax?! A lot, wasn't it? Thus, it went quite un-smoothly as we can't serve the food on time. My my, hopefully they will learn from their mistakes! Anyway, we were paid RM7 per hour for that sum of work load, as we had performed beyond our job description. Initially we were paid RM4 per hour, for refilling the juice and serving the VIPs. Anyway, because of the inexperienced of theirs, which later we helped out with the table setting and the food placement, our leader had requested for a higher payment, which made it RM7 later. So, throughout the whole day, I got nearly RM100 for the more than 16 hours job. Guess my stamina is still considered as okay. Oh ya, by the way, these were the two funniest thingy that happened to us throughout the night. As we worked non-stop from 3pm-10.30pm, we only get our short break at the staircase, after serving all the food to the students and VIPs. We were like a group of refugees when we gathered at the back of the staircase, eating a bag of breads with mushroom soup that is left! LOL! It was indeed a pleasure moment to be with my course mates, eating the bread together and laughing together. And one of my course mates said:"Hey, I think this is the nicest bread I ever eat!". Yeah, when we are hungry, the food that we got is always the best food we ever eat! Later, when the function ended, we were offered a drive back to our dormitory, by a van. Guess what? I couldn't help myself but burst into a long laugh when I opened the door of the van. The van was emptied without the seat. Couldn't get what I meant? Try to imagine the back of a lorry which carries the sands without the sands. Get what I meant now? LOL! We laughed out loud when one of my course mates said :"Hey, we are like being "Mai Chu Zai" in this van la!" That we laughed throughout the way back to our dormitory! This is the first time I ever felt so much fun being with my course mates. I think this kind of event of function do help us to strengthen the relationship between my course mates and I, where we worked together in carrying the service successfully. That's the thing I like about banquet! You will surely got to see the spirit of co-operation in a banquet service!  
    After that 16 hours job, I came back to my dormitory at around 1 something in the morning, and slept at around 2.30am. The next day, at around 8am, together with Bee Kiet, Ah Hao and Ewin (Ah Hao's friend; Justin's room mate), we played badminton. Ewin is the guy who I just got to know yesterday. I played badminton with Ewin, as well as dual player with Bee Kiet and Alex (chew Li's senior). It was indeed an enjoyful moment to play badminton with guys, as it's more challenging. I learned some technique from Ewin as well. I went for squash and gymnasium as well.  It's been a long while since I last exercised. Yeah, indeed it was a hectic life before submitting all the assignments. It was a three hours play yesterday, and I was quite satisfied with that. But now my arms and legs hurt a bit.
    By the way, my PC had officially K.O. Had decided to send it back home. Dad said he could find me another PC but I refused to that suggestion, as it does't worth it at all. Had discussed with sis about borrowing her laptop from her after she graduate, if she were not to go to KL or Spain or Taiwan. Gee, I don't even think of buying a laptop as I only have another 2 years before i graduate. Besides, I work in the computer lab, so I think it won't be a huge problem for not having a laptop too. That's what I think of.
    Will go to Hatyai, Thailand on this Saturday. After the Songkran festival trip, really need to revise for my finals already! if not, I will definitely =_=;;; during the exam! Had been really non-productive recently! *wakes her up*! Ganbarimasu! 

    Felt relieved after hearing what she told me this morning. Bee Kiet said RM300 is kinda enough for our trip. Listening to what she said is kinda a sense of relieve, as that would mean that the expected expenses would be around that figure. Yeah, what dad said is kinda true, as RM200 is too little for the trip, that a minimum of RM300 would be better. Gee, like what said, if my financial situation allows me to spend, I shall head to the massage treatment if the price is reasonable. LOL!
    Had my Japanese Oral Test today. *sigh* I kinda stupid in answering the stupidest answer for one of the questions of mine! How stupid I was that time. Anyway, should stripped away that emotion of mine. Don't bother. As long as I know what I want to do, and do what I like to do would do. I've found another blog, with the title of "Not Buying It." Well, it's kinda interesting. If you would like to find more about that, do look upon the link in my blog ya!
    Just realized that I only have another 13 days before my final examination starts. And tomorrow shall be a non-revising day, as I have two banquet function to go, in which I'll be going there for banquet serving. Yeah, another source of income! Hopefully there will be a lot of function on the coming days, a chance for me to enhance my skills, as well as source of income, hehe! ^^
That's all for today. Will have final Japanese individual presentation on this thursday. Ganbarimasu! ^^
Really should start on my revision. *determined*

    Had received a call from my parents late at night yesterday. My mom, whom perhaps misunderstood what my brother told her about my trip to Hatyai, thought that I'll be going to Hatyai today. LOL! Well, it's not.
    My parents asked me whether I have enough money to spend in Hatyai. Guess what? I'm innocently said:"Yeah, is RM200 enough?" LOL! And my parents laughed it out so loud! Dad said what do I want to do with the RM200? It's less than enough to actually spend in Hatyai! And what am I going to eat? Man, it's a three days two nights trip. How would it possible to spend the RM200 on that trip?!
    Then, this morning, after having my lunch with my course mates, I met Boon Gee, her boyfriend and Ya Nan at the cafeteria nearby. Boon Gee told me that there's a career fair in the library, and we planned to go there together. There there, I asked her:"Hey, how much would you think it's enough for me to spend in Hatyai?" She replied me by saying:"RM500, in which RM300 is for stand-by usage." I was like OMG! Do I need to have RM500 to spend?!

These are the questions which keep on bugging me
First, who are those that I'll be going with?
(Answer: Bee Kiet, Pei Kian, Hooi Ling etc....those who are the shopping freaks! Typical girls! Shopping is like a heaven to them)
Second, will I be a fun spoiler to them?
(Answer: DUH, obviously I will!)
Third: Will it be dangerous for me to wander alone in Hatyai, just near by their whereabouts?
(Answer: Hmmm....it's 50-50, unless I dress like a boy, then perhaps NOT. *coughed* Boon Gee told me:"Well, you can choose to wander at the coffee shop nearby if you don't want to go for massage that kind of stuff, but you will definitely become a fun spoiler to them.")
Fourth: So can I have fun by myself?
(Answer: Yeah, unless you are a street dummy, not wise enough to even recognize the buildings!")

Conclusion: ARHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have to spend quite lot of money if I were to go with this group of my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T
Well, frankly speaking, if it's not because of the Songkran Festival, I won't be joining along in that trip! And I'll definitely become a fun spoiler when I don't want to spend a lot on the trip! They will definitely hunt for tomyam, for sure. Everyone is craving for the authentic tomyam of Thailand! I want to try that too....but what if they choose an expensive seafood restaurant?! That my pocket will be like a balloon with a big hole on it!
Errrrrrrrrrr....................... person like me is more suitable in individual or dual trip, with the person of same interest or level of money spending. Agree? I'm more comfortable to go for a trip with someone who is wise in spending, yet at the same time can have fun together. Like the trip to Genting was unforgettable! Yeah, sometime, having fun doesn't mean that you need to spend a lot of money. It depends on how would you take it as a fun thing to do. E.g: watching a squirrel to hop is a thing which would excite me! Yeah, it did before. Yeah yeah, I know, I'm such a not-girlish type of person. And definitely not a shopping freak!
Whatever la, I guess I should be wise enough to choose what to spend, and what not to spend. Yeah, perhaps I should borrowed some books to read during the trip. Perhaps I can read while waiting for them in the massage thingy. Do I want to get a massage? A spa like thingy? Hmmm... *think hard*
That's all for today. If you have any ideas of spending wise, please do let me know. I'll be glad to hear anything from you.

    I really hope the Japanese Group would really come to UUM on August 2009. I was told by Zul, ex-officer of the program of "Interaction Night with Students of Bunkyo University" that the Japanese group which promises to come to UUM haven't make their confirmation yet. Encik Fadil told Zul that the lecturers whom handle the program haven't conduct any meeting yet. T_T 
   As such, we can't really apply for the approval of this program from the management. The time management of mine for this project had to be extended because of the in-confirmation from the group. It'd be harder when final examination is just around the corner, and my committee members will sure to go back to their hometown. *sigh* And I can't really conduct another general  meeting with my committee members yet. 
Oh, I really hope that the Japanese group would make their confirmation with my lecturer as soon as possible. Please do come! I always welcome you here! Though it might be my selfishness, to be able to mix with a real Japanese, I really want to realize this project! *prays*

P/S: I got my payment for the convocation banquet service, as well as today's banquet service today. I spilled some curry on the floor and chair today! T_T A not very nice thing to do! Still have another banquet service on next Tuesday! *reminds herself not to spilled the curry again* Ganbarimasu!

That's all for today. 

    I was disappointed with the attitude of my friend from China, who eventually become one of my group member in Hospitality and Tourism Law's assignment. Now, I had a bad experience doing assignment with a China girl
during last semester. I had pledged that I dont' want to have China students in my group anymore. But again, since she's my friend, whom get along quite ok with her, we eventually become group members. And so Boon Gee and I assigned each question to each of everyone of us. That was a week ago. She promised to give me their parts to me on today. However, I received none from her today! Why?! Because she told me that there's a part which is written in Bahasa Malaysia, and therefore she couldn't understand it. But hey, I already told her, that's just the translation for the summary of the case study. Well, how should I say? You should have done this question ASAP when you were assigned with your part, and not until the last minute; one night before submitting the part to me; only you do your part! And dear girl, I don't just copy and paste all of your parts into several paragraph and submit it to the lecturer! I EDIT IT! I have to rephrase those sentences with the grammatical mistake! And I don't usually print it out without three times of editing, OKAY? GET IT! Please, get it or not, you will endure the stress from me if you want to be in the same group with me, WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! I told you before, I'm not a perfectionist. But, I'd like you to give me your commitment if you were to be in the same group as mine. I can back up the grammatical mistake that you did (though I aren't that good yet), I don't mind. But at least, give me your commitment in doing that particular task! And not just merely rely on me! I'm not an answerable machine! PLEASE! 
    And now, I have to discuss with Boon Gee, and together, we shall do their parts. =_=;;;
    After all, I think Boon Gee is the one who can give me her commitment...maa ne...=_=;;;

    I started to believe the statement which was told by Chew Li, one of my course mate before. She told me that the precious moment time to sleep is during 11pm-2am, in which once you have enough during that period, eventually you will be conscious later on. Yeah, I started to believe it now. I slept at around 1am this morning, and wake up again at 2am, for the sake to do my group assignment. Indeed I was conscious. And I finished off the assignment throughout the wee of this morning, which I editted again just now. 
    Hmmm....should I think of changing my sleeping routine? Perhaps it would help me during my study week.
That's all. Ah! I still have two assignments to go! Ganbarimasu! 

    She message me today, asking for the address to my blog, in which her handphone had erased all of her inbox ( include the one I sent her the message, telling her about my address) this morning. However, I replied her, saying :"Sore mo kekkou desu. Agemasu mo, tabun nani mo kawaranai desu ne. Watashi ne, tomodachi ga sukoshi imasu mo ii yo. Karetachi wa watashi no soba ni ite kurete kara. Futari imasu mo, watashi wa itsumo karetachi ga daijini shimasu. Blog mo, yomimasu no hito sukoshi ga imasu mo ii desu. Shitte imasu, watashi wa hitori janai. Manzoku desu." Mind me for the grammatical error. >< 
     I think, somehow, I don't know how to secure this friendship of us anymore. Or perhaps like what she told me before as what I did with my ex-room mates, perhaps I just don't put any effort on that. And heard about what she told her room mates makes me even don't know what should I do. Perhaps from the beginning, both of us are only friends for fun, it's like we can't even undergo the obstacles throughout the journey that we went together with. But I felt tired somehow. I mean, after a lot of incidents, I really tired of that.
    Anyway, I shall not succumb to despair for this small issue. Ganbarimasu!
 
P/S: I gave her the link to my blog once but she haven't really visited it. And when she wants to have a read on my blog, her handphone just erased all the messages in her inbox, in which one of it was my address. Guess she somehow destined not to read on my blog. And as I had stated earlier that I regretted for giving her my link, she losses the link.

That's all for today. Need to fasten my speed in doing the pile of my assignments and proposal.